Debut Poetry Collection by Abbey Lynne Rays

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Poems on infertility and loss. It’s time to erase the stigma.

Read the poems that James Diaz from Anti-Heroin Chic called, “very powerful and deeply moving.”

A Word From the Author

Infertility affects 1 in 8 women, and miscarriage affects 1 in 4, yet most are forced to navigate the aftermath alone and suffer in silence.
— Abbey Lynne Rays, Author of Mothers Not Yet

I wrote these pieces because reproductive grief is so often shrouded in silence, and I wanted to map the visceral, real-time reality of sterile clinics, unmarked milestones, and the quiet grit it takes to survive them.

My hope for this collection is that it can help chip away at the heavy stigma that leaves so many of us isolated. Infertility affects 1 in 8 women, and miscarriage affects 1 in 4, yet most are forced to navigate the aftermath alone and suffer in silence. I want women to read these poems and know that they are not alone, and they don’t have to carry it all by themselves. Our pain doesn’t have to be tucked away or kept in the dark. We heal by talking about it, and by finding our strength together.

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I.
The Mathematics of Hope

An exploration of the clinical landscape of infertility. This section maps the tension between diagnostic isolation and the persistent, private rituals of holding onto hope.

II.
Tender When Pressed

The immediate, visceral aftermath of reproductive loss. This section examines the acute physical and marital realities of grief when a planned future suddenly fractures.

III.
All the Shatterings

The brief joy of another chance, followed by the compounding, relentless trauma of consecutive loss. This section traces the internal struggle with guilt, shame, and the heavy weight of history repeating itself.

IV.
Tell Me Something Comforting

This section documents the response to ongoing grief, coping mechanisms, and the quiet acceptance of moving forward.

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Publishers & Press

The full, completed manuscript of Mothers Not Yet—along with a complete synopsis, author biography, and publication credits—is available upon request for acquisitions editors and literary presses.